Human nature is funny in that two people can read the same words on the page, and, even though they Are on the same page, they still read the words differently. There is always an independent variable- which is not open for interpretation. The soul deep down in a person’s heart never
changes. Their mind might change, but some things about some people never change. Humans gravitate towards that stability (for countless reasons). Being stable means knowing what you want. Changing your life means Doing what is necessary. Want and need know nothing of love. Love knows not loneliness. I wish You and I could share yesterday… But the independent variable of time is that it does not actually exist. Time is like love… It is relative to reciprocation. Love is a two way street with one, solid, yellow line.
They say, “If you love somebody, let them go. If they come back, it is true love.” I’ve never heard what “they” say about when two people love each other, so they let each other go… Both wait for the other to come back. Neither attempt to come back. In each other’s absence, their hearts grow fonder of other things and of people else. In the end, there is nothing to “come back” to. … Because, right now, it is not there.
I Am Selfish. But not in a selfish way.
I have to stop sharing my feelings with you, because I need to focus on the never changing- I am happy with me, and that will not change. I want people in my life, but like Sheldon, I am wise in the amount of time I have, and I hope (but don’t care if) certain people accept me.